heorethananything,tofixthisntinplaovingforward
”iblaself,”hesaid”foreverything”
hetookthekeysandoon,sobeautifulandroundandloaginedasachildthisisetiscruelhedhadtofighthardtoachieveplytookforgranted
hesaontdavidightrun
”getin,”davidsaidandpauldid
davidstarteddrivingtheydidntspeaktheoncastthe,abreathingandhishandslyingstillinhislap,ahathearingoutthethesilentlaheypassed
”youpressed”
”thanks”
theydrovetksinsilence
”soyourthersaysyoutogotojuilliard”
”ybe”
”youregood,”davidsaid”youregoodatsoch,paulyoullhavealotofchoicesinyourlifealotofdirectionsyoucangoyouuldbeanything”
”ilikesic,”paulsaid”itkesfeelaliveiguessidontexpectyoutounderstandthat”
”iunderstandit,”davidsaid”buttheresbeingalive,andthereskingaliving”
”rightexactly”
”youcantalklikethisbecauseyouveneveredforathing,”davidsaid”thatsaluxuryyoudontunderstand”
theyenooonlithisnversation,horainedandaaspossible
”youand”paulsaid,hisbae”satteaboutthathowardguy”
sohedidknow
”igiveada,”davidsaid”butthingsareplicated,pauliotgoingtotalkaboutthishyou,noyoudontunderstand”
pauldidntspeakdavidstoppedatatrafficsignaltherehercarsaroundandtheysatinsilence,ingforthelighttochange
”letsstayfoethatsnotyourjobyourjobistofindyouranygiftsanditethingbackthatshatclinicwork”
”ilovesiethingback”
”andyouareyouarebutpaul,entintheuniverseerareandawfuldisease”
”yourdrea,”paulsaid”yours,notne”
davidshedsetouttofixtheoonlightedbeyondhisgrasp
”yes,”hesaid”thoseydrea”
”etodothat,andidonttry”
daviddidntansehetuedtoetheypulledintothedriveetthestreet,andstoppedinfrontofthedetachedgaragedavidtuedoffthecar,andforafeheysatinsilence
”itsnottruethatidontcare,”davidsaid”eoniething”
heledpauloutintotheonlightanduptheexteriorstairstothedarkroobovethegaragepaulstoodbythesfolded,radiatingiatience,icalsandslidingthenegativeintotheenlargerthenhecalledpaulover
”lookatthis,”hesaid”doyouthinkitis”
afterantshesitation,paulandlooked”atree”hesaid”itlookslikeasilhouetteofatree”
”good,”davidsaid”noookthisduringsurgery,paulistooduponthebalnyoftheoperatingtheaterhatelephotolenscanyouseeelseitis”
”idontknoaheart”
”aheart,yesisntthatazingioingaagesofthebodythatlooklikesothingelsesotisithinktheentireystery,andthesteryofperusic”
davidsentncentratedlightthroughtheenlarger,thenslidthepaperintothedeveloperheinthedarknessandthesilence
”photographyisallaboutsecrets,”davidsaid,afterafeinutes,liftingthephotohapairoftongsandslippingitintothefixer”thesecretsell”
”thatsnotusiusiesyougettotouchitforahateverythingsnnectedtoeverythingelse”
thenhetuedand
”paul”davidoonlightandupthebackstairsanddisappearinsidentslateralight,andtheprecisenotesofsegoviadriftedclearlyanddelicatelythroughtheair
david,runningoyertheiversationinhisnd,nsideredgoingafterhihedontentanddistanceafterant,hetuedandthesoftredlightadeofhiddenthings,ofsecrets;builtofbonesthatneversaightrevealapatteheuldunderstandbuttheyhadnotinafeinutesheadrinkoferhewould
